Stress & Nausea

 I ever commit stop working in a hospital once even though it was my dream once. But dealing with stresses and surrounding really strengthen the desire. 

Awaiting another change of workplace - something unpromiseable. The right time will come. But still not the best choice to run away from the problem, people should learn to face and deal it correctly.

NAUSEA

Small & minor symptom that I hate most.

 The last time I got nausea and repeatedly vomitting was April 2011, before the Appendicitis surgery. It worth because it expell out things from the stomach. But having nausea, maigad, tiring! You went toilet for few times just to exercise your legs.

STRESS INDUCED?

I can say yes. These few months nausea really related to stress (they said anxiety-nausea. You can find it on google too, take from established sources). I admit that. They're true. All the nausea happened when stress factor triggered. 

I thought after I learnt and practice how to handle stress, I can cope and I'll be fine. Especially after the main stress factor before passed, I thought I'm fine! But sorry, it's a no.

After bad tortured I got today, the nausea is back. I went toilet 3x during the meeting, got sweating and suddenly got runny nose without having respiratory/sinus infection?

(forehead-slapped)

PEACE

I didn't talk to anyone. Went to the river at Batu Pahat to look some peace directly after the meeting end.

I started to think, I have to admit my fault. I don't mean to do it. Human error is okay. People also do errors. 

Some people are bad, they cannot accept that. They look after the good name to archieve, to take care the image and so on - that's all their concern. But as a tiny human, you cannot do fault you know. 

But they are brave to talk the truth. The words used kinda hurt over some weak people. So the weak people should learn to understand and grow stronger. Running away is not an ideal solution. 

Keep strong, dear.